On The Road

I had a talk with my career coach today.Talked about my Developement Plan.I felt a bit akward afterwards for my emotional reaction.What kinda person she would think of me?I couldn’t believe I did tell her I don’t actually have ambition now in this field.I dont want to let others down to think it was a wrong decision to gimme some brilliant opportunity.

“My dream is to become an artist.”
Saying it, I felt I was falling in darkness.
“But I will take my responsibility without doubt.”

It’s like a scar in my heart that can result in my depression and emotion every time.I feel I’m useless and powerless sometimes.Sometimes I feel my mind is wandering in my own world-a desert,an old town,a quiet book bar with chilled music…,while others are talking business.
I know I will go back to art one day.Because I’ve never really left it behind mind.

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